Day13: the person you hate the most

I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH.

YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND.

but at the same time,

I cant help but to love you.

YOU ABSOLUTELY PISS ME THE FUCK OFF.

and smile and laugh so much.

I hate you so much because you exist.

I hate you for taking away my happiness.

Not letting me have anything else in mind.

Such high standards in people.

And always making me being a bitch to other guys.

SO FUCK YOU.

I'm not perfect.

Cutie ;)

I love Leighton and Blake . Theyr'e so gorgeous.

Photo cred: CJAEx (:

Day12: a deceased person you wish you could talk to

( photo from cjae june (: )

There are a few deceased person, whom I wish I could talk to.

And I love them all.

But I wish I could talk to my grandmother

( my mom's mom )

I never got a chance to talk to you

Or meet you

But mama talks a lot about you

Now I know where mama got her mom qualities from

Mama says a lot of things that you would do for her

and how you take care of her

Anyways, I wish I could have met you .

And I wish you could have seen mama graduate, and get married

and meet Lawrence too.

If I day before I wake.

There are a lot I want to do.

But here are a few:

• Visit Europe
• Get even more crossfaded
• Skydive
• Bungeejump
• Get on tv
• Punch some bitches
• Learn how to take a compliment.
• Learn not to say yes when you really mean no.
• Fall deeply in love -- helplessly and unconditionally
• Spend a night in a haunted house
• Drive across America from coast to coast.
• Sleep under the stars.
• Accept yourself for who you are.
• Go up in a hot-air balloon.
• Tell him everything.

He's my favorite pain.

Day 11.someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like

Okay, so I'm not really sure.

Not really sure about anything.

where we stand..and why YOU

stopped talking to me.

when YOU did me wrong.

I don't know why.. I want to talk to you so much.

I really do wish we at least talk now.

I know we look at each other.

Its pretty obvious.

And I know that theres something really

weird and intense between us..

I just wanna talk to you..

soo bad..

vernisage......and the final destination....

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Day 10. to the person you wish you can meet the most

yes im aware i skipped a day. i dont really have an internet friend.

but the person whom i wish i can meet the most. would be

my soulmate. i know its pretty early to. but i mean. i just wanna see.i atleast wanna meet him atleast next year or the year after. i just wanna meet him doesnt necessarily mean i wanna have a relationship with him.because if hes my soulmate then we will definitely be going somewhere later on

in life.

To a stranger. Day 7.

Few Things.